language learning

marital tension btw me and Hana ended w me absorbing an insult abt me not-speaking Italian . . . . it hurt . . . my language learning is soo slow that eye’m sensative abt it and in a moment of tension Hana hit a vulnerable spot . . it traces 2 pre-travel stress . . not vacation . . . much-more stressful travel . .  . . . Hana y yo r making plans 2 temporarily relocate 2 her childhood home . . Hana is hesitant 2 ask 4 help . . .  ¿4me? it’s ez . . w out Italian language eye’m not much help . . asking building managment abt utilities is ez 4 me . . difficult 4 Hana . . then my suggestion that eye’d find a car rental btw the airport and her childhood home was met w . . u don’t speak Italian . . upsetting . . 24 hrs ltr . .. still upsetting . . w out escalation it may seem r trouble was not newsworthy . . it might b . . eye warned Hana if pressure builds on pretravel . . more shit is flung at me . . eye’ll cancel right up til the airport at departure time . . this public disclosure feels necessary . . . . . eye’m certain eye’ll feel like a complete asshole if eye cancel my travel at the last minute . . yet . . both of us . . agree at this moment . . it’d b justified